Saturday, July 24, 2004
PEOPLE AS ONE OR PEOPLE ARE ONE
todays post is really about nothing and everything what i mean is there is nothing in particular in my mind at this time so many things may come up. first of all what is with natzi punks?? honestly do they really even need to be around were they born without common sense?? i thought i saw one walking around here and i hope for his sake he wasn't killed. to all natzi punks fucking take that shit back to hell we don't need that here. Fascist are everywhere. they seem to gather in groups and call themselves jocks. seriously have you ever seen jocks and how they work they totally think like fascist. I mean to them your a jock or your not human. lets pick on the skids and nerds. if they are not fascist what are they. and by the way what the fuck is with people who are all like "yeah anarchy" you can't have anarchy seriously it doesn't work. if your a true anarchist you don't look after no one not even yourself cause if you look after yourself thats self-governing and anarchy is the absence of government. and for those people who think anarchy is a form of government its not. its without government so to call it a form of government just takes away the whole meaning of anarchy. well I guess I have had enough i'll talk more another time.
PEACE, LOVE, AND JUSTICE
woke up and screamed @ 7:23 PM. ------------------
CRIMES, DEATH, AND WAR
friends are really nothing if you come to think of it. they don't really do much they don't help you. sure they help with somethings, but what happens when they can't help. I vow not to have friends because I do not believe in friends and a hierarchy among people. should a perfectly fine person be less than what a friend is?? just because you hate them does that mean they should be treated differently. does being your friend make a person some sort of species greater than a human being. no this is what starts crimes death and war. its you, the people who look at others different because they have done something you don't agree with. to error is human to forgive is divine. nobody is perfect there are the few who won't believe that, such as i, and continue to try the path to perfection. i won't make it and neither will you but we do need to think of how our actions affect others and if we should continue this chain of hate, greed, and fascism. its up to us now!!!
PEACE, LOVE, AND JUSTICE
woke up and screamed @ 9:07 AM. ------------------
Friday, July 02, 2004
LIFE IS OVER, LETS ALL START AGAIN
well congrats to those who made it....school is over and I am happy for those who are proud of yourself this is probably the only communication we will get...not like you read mine anyways I'm kind of an outcast to all of you....I'm sorry to those I've been a "pain in the ass" to but its over if you want it to be....we are all over.....we are never going to live the teenage life again we have moved on and if you are still partying and drinking and doing drugs and having sex then you need to think....it was fun because thats what your suppose to do in school but now your done its time to wake up and use the skills you would have never used in school its time to welcome yourself into the new world.....theres a world out there for us and it will be ours we run it people depend on us and if your still doing the same things as listed above think to yourself would you want someone like that running the world if you do then you need to get your fucking head on straight....this does not apply to all of you but there are even the smart ones who may have to stop (arrêt,Anschlag,arresto,parada,batente) and think. We live in a complicated world and it may be built on conspiracy if it is then it is our job to stop it and let the people know whats going on.
however you made it, however smart you are, however much you hate me, however much you love me, no matter what you do, or who you become I thank you for the help!!!
START A NEW LIFE IN A NEW WORLD
woke up and screamed @ 3:20 PM. ------------------
Sunday, February 01, 2004
OH SHIT I'M GONNA DIE IN A DITCH
well lance its alright you hope i die........i could say you would be the first but i'm sorry to dissapoint you...your not.......i believe scott......yeah scott is was wanted to kill me.......i think at one point in time kayla (thanks) hoped i died.....in fact i think she said she hoped i got hit by a car........but for all of you .......yes i am going to die just like the rest of you.........i dont believe it will be in a ditch however.........thats too fancy for me..........but neways thats how it goes.......well tomorrow is going to be awesome......i get to wake up sumtime before 7 and go on the fucking bus.......and try the school thing once again.......
ITS ALMOST YOUR TURN
woke up and screamed @ 10:11 AM. ------------------
Sunday, January 18, 2004
TEST NOTHING BUT FUCKING TEST
so hey its been awhile .............all i have is my tests then i have to go to the school wednesday to pick up my time table then i'm fucking back...............i cant wait to get back i miss the librarian and i have to get my agenda back from miss jones well i best be going.........
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO NEED IT
woke up and screamed @ 9:47 PM. ------------------
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
ok then, uh sarah is you read this; if you were talking about me and london, thats uh cool i guess, no one really cares if you were, i just think you need something better to talk about cause thats just boring news. but ya, have a good day.
-amber
IS IT REALLY ALMOST THAT TIME???
Well as i read most of you have placed a no bet on me returning to the school of gamblers........and most of you are already saying no and asume its a no but however for those who bet yes go collect your bets................cause I'm coming back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE TIME HAS COME BE AFRAID
woke up and screamed @ 2:09 PM. ------------------
Thursday, January 01, 2004
SONGS ALL SONGS MHA HA HA HA HA
"Romeo & Rebecca"
Walking through the grass
Another blade next to you from the ground
As the wind does pass
I notice as you feel the breath of my shout
Your words are kind
The kind that repeatedly say no
But that's alright
I'm older than you so I've got time
What have you said, reach out your hand
There's a black shadow on my wall
But as I look into my mind
I can see that girls are a waste of time
We've all seen the bridge
A broken seam and a girl on one side
You think your words will work
They only work when you lay down and close your eyes
I thought of all the lines
All the right ones used at all the wrong times
But that's alright
Depression's just a sarcastic state of mind
What have you said, reach out your hand
There's a black shadow on my wall
But as I look into my mind
I can see that girls are a waste of time
I don't want to live alone
I don't want to live in
My broken dreams of you
I don't want to live along with
My broken dreams of you
I don't want to live along with
My broken dreams of you
"Here's Your Letter"
Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this
Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
I'm talking to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence
The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the same way
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
THIS SICK STRANGE DARKNESS COMES CREEPING ON SO HAUNTING EVERYTIME
woke up and screamed @ 10:38 PM. ------------------
Sunday, December 21, 2003
NOW LETS SEE A HAPPY ONE
give me reason
you allready have
i will go on
but only as half
i'll need you
to keep me save
be with me
be the other half
please.....
i need you
i want you
i love you
please.....
do you need me?
do you want me?
do you love me?
make this promise
its one you can keep
just to stay with me
and promise you wont leave
to stay now
will mean so much
i cant see you now
i miss you so much
you know who you are and you name i will say this is to amber i love her in every way.........
I'LL WAIT FOR THE DAY WHEN YOU FINALLY WILL SAY AND MAKE NIGHTS SO MUCH CLEARER
woke up and screamed @ 11:22 PM. ------------------